the grey story

THE BEST REUNION EVER

Kemaren malem, 24 november 2007, gw reuni sama temen2 sd gw. SD.BUDI LUHUR CILEDUG. *haiii semuaaaaa…wah i had a great time with you all*. Kita reunian di pim. Anak2 yang dateng lumayan bisa menghancurkan PRONTO. Harusnya anak2 udah pada nyampe jam3 siang, tapi pada kenyataannya semua baru pada BISA dibilang ngumpul itu sekitar jam setengah 5. Gw sendiri nyampe jam 3 lewat dikit *dikit banget lohh.. sumpah*. Tadinya yang nyampe di pronto pertama kali tuh si denis timoty. Tapi dia malah jalan2 ke pim2 soalnya belom ada orang di pronto *yaa jelas aja, wong dia nyampe jam 3kurang*. Trus pas udah agak rame kan gw telpon denis lagi tuh *maksudnya mau nyuruh denis ke pronto*. Eh tapi goblognya dia malah lagi di jalan pulang. hahaha. Dasar! Sumpah, lo NYESEL banget ga ikutan.

Btw, IT WAS THE BEST REUNION EVER. Gila! Gw kira yang dateng cuma beberapa orang. Mangkanya pas gw dateng ke pronto, gw cuma pesen table buat 20 orang, dan itu ga gw booking. Hoki bgt gw, untungnya pronto yg di lantai atas masih kosong. Tp tadinya gw cuma dikasih 1 baris meja. Ternyata yaaaah, yg dateng hampir 50 orang. Jadi yg tadinya 1 baris jadi 3 baris. Dan secara ga langsung lantai atas pronto jd hak milik kita. Sebenernya sih jumlah segitu tuh sedikit soalnya yang diundang kan 1 angkatan. Tapi jumlah segitu aja udah bikin kita dijutekin sama mbak2 pronto, jumlah segitu udah bikin orang2 yang makan di bakmi GM *yang letaknya di sebelah pronto* bela2in dongakin kepala ke atas sambil ngeliat dan *mungkin* dalam hati berkata "WHO ARE THE FUCKIN NOISY PEOPLE UP THERE??", jumlah segitu udah bikin orang2 yang lewat depan pronto bela2in nengok ke arah pronto, dan jumlah segitu udah berhasil buat keberisikan yang suaranya bisa di denger sampe toilet yang letaknya lumayan jauh di belakang pronto. HAHAHAHAHA… No wonder yaa, soalnya kita semua udah hampir 6 tahun ga ketemu.

Pas pertama kali ketemu temen2 lama respon pertama gw pasti SALAMAN, yang cewe cipika cipiki, dan yang paling heboh sih PELUKAN sambil TERIAK2. Di sana gw udah ga mikirin makan lagi. Gw cuma makan 3kali dan itu juga dikit bgt. Di sana tuh yang penting foto2, ngobrol2 and figure out the days when we were still together.. ahhhhhh kangen. Sayang banget nih ngadainnya di mall. Padahal lebih seru lagi kalo di sekolah, ketemu guru2 juga dan gw yakin banget, pasti makin banyak yang dateng. Ntar deh temannnn, sebelom UAN yaaa mudah2an kita bikin reunian lagi. Sekalian doa bersama supaya kita bisa lulus UAN. Amin. Mudah2an jadi.

Semua temen2 gw udah pada BEDA banget, udah dewasa, and TOTALLY CHANGED. Ada yang pas waktu sd tuh kecil,tengil,kurus. Eh kemaren pas ketemu udah tinggi, pendiem, dan look like cool jerk gt. *hey ricky ricky.double ricky* Ada juga yang pas sd gendut dan sekarang emang masih tetep gendut sih *tambah gendut malah* tapi bedanya sekarang rambutnya udah gondrong2 kribo kusut ga bisa diatur gitu. HAHAHAHAHA. dasar si IPI !!!!!! Ada juga yang dulu pas sd pendiem terus berambut mengembang agak kribo tapi sekarang dia udah beda banget. CANTIK, rambut udah lurus banget, BEDA, dan kayaknya banyak banget yang kaget ngeliat perubahannya, Sampe di gebet sana sini sm yg cowo2 *hey, stellaaa….*. Ada lagi yang pas sd tuuu berisik bgt, bacot dan sekarang masih tetep BERISIK, toa bgt dan berhasil ngebuat anak2 malu dengan suara toa nya yg sumpah kya woody woodpecker *hey PYOOOOOO*, Ada juga yang dulu pas sd giginya gino parah. Eh sekarang pas ketemu udah rata, udah rapi tu gigi. Gila yaaa sebegitu dahsyatnya kah kekuatan behel?!?! *EKAAAAAA* SEMUANYA BERUBAH. Tapi kita tetep satu, tetep sama. Sama2 bangga kalo kita ini alumni SD. BUDI LUHUR ANGKATAN 2002.

Abis dari pronto *akhirnya kita pergi karna lantai atas udah mulai di pake orang
selain anak2 BL* kita ngiter ke pim2. Duh sepanjang perjalanan dari pim1 ke pim2 kita rame2 jalan kayak mau tubir. Udah gitu ada yang bawa2 balon pronto sambil megangin foto2 kenangan kita pas TK/SD. Udah serasa mau demo. Terus kita sempet stuck, bingung mau ke mana. Kita berhenti di depannya counter super heroes *tapi yang deket eskalator skywalk* dan diam di sana lammaaaaa banget *ada kali setengah jam*. Kayak orang2 lagi ngantri mau apply pekerjaan. goblog emang. Setelah bosen *bener2 bosen* kita akhirnya mutusin buat lanjut ke kemang. Tapi ga semuanya ikut. Yang ikut cuma separoh dari yang tadi *separoh kurang dikit lah*. Akhirnya kita misah di pim2. Sedih banget deh. Ga mau pisah, ga mau pulang, mau sama2 terusss. tapi akhirnya gw ikut rombongan ke kemang.

Di kemang, kita ke little baghdad dan di sana cuma nongkring2 ga jelas sambil ngobrol2 dan untungnya gw inget kalo bsk pagi gw ada try out jadi jam setengah sebelas gw pulang. Biasanya gw kan bingung pulang naik apa *krn ga ada yg rmhnya d ciledug*, eh kemaren malah bingung pulang sm syapa *karna hampir smuanya ke arah ciledug* :)))

Smoga sebelum kita kuliah nanti, kita bisa bikin reuni lagi, bisa ketemu lagi sampe nanti akhirnya bener2 akan berpisah. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Kemaren gw nyebutin nama orang2 yg gw kagumin*with all of my heart*. Now i will mention names*so many names*that fill my every single day and i just thank because i have them. So FIND YOUR NAME DOWN HERE. And it seems such an honour if you find your name. Hihihi.. The names below are my friends on high school years.

Thea

Hey bitch, wanna do some stupid things with me? Thx to you because of you, poni gw selalu ada di posisi yg paling bener. Nice to know you to the fullest. And let’s against TOMMY’s value about girls. :))))

NIKEN

Hey flying pig! My stupid friends*stupid in good way.hehe..*. Love to hear that you confused about two boys. I always love your photo-editing. Niken gestaltung, sound’s very nice dan ga pasaran*don’t fly* I wish you luck on the future beyb..

SARAH

My multi-tallented girl.hohoho..live your life with all joy and happiness. Don’t ever mind about your parents’ rules :DD and about the boys: there’s someone that always waitin for you in line*you know what i mean* CHEERS

YULIA

silly yulia!ternyata orang yg selalu ngebuat kita teriak TAI is the same person. ohh yul, i hate her like hell. i’m waiting for spmb, kita jadi ya stay di apartment lo terus belajar bareng.i always love your photo-editing and also your blog.love you my dear.

SAFIERIA

I always waiting for your unpredictable stories. Have a great relationship wit mr.paat. Gw tunggu*akan selalu nunggu*undangan pernikahan lo sm ebel.*nice to share same desk with you dear.

KENNY

hey ken, i’m sure that you’ll find a HEART. jia you boy! Love your cell, your royal heart and err..what again?!hmm maybe you such a "penyetok lagu lagu masa kini"

ADRIAN

Freaky lazy boy! Hey, let’s go down to the canteen. Jangan cuma nitip doang. And always SEMANGAT yan! Downloadin lagu2 natal dong yan.

JASON

you’re very good on NGEBACOT sob. But i always enjoy our debating moment. and don’t ever sing with your dangdut voice. It may cause a damage for everyone. piss. :p

KELVIN

Love your silly voice when you talk to rya*it’s a silly and sok imut,yk.hihi..* And love your voice when you start to sing *katon-wannabe nah ah?*

DODO

nduthhhh dodo.generous person with so many mysterius mind. Scary dodo, sampe2 nangisin yulia. Funny dodo, always make people laugh. Enjoy your life do.

VERA

online bareng, pulang bareng, gosip bareng, menghayal bareng, what are we gonna do again ver?

ZASHI

beautiful zashi, you change a lot, girl. Love your change. And i wish you that NORMAN will always be the one.

NATASHA

hey narji’s, love your apple. When i see you eat an apple, i’ll always want to eat the same apple*apple=fruit*

MARISKA

A big boss. And every single word you said can make me smile*cara ngomongnya itu loh.semangat bgt* I wish that you’ll work in kantor pajak.

FESHIA

hey anak BEKASI! My SMART friends*ga penting* A Schollarship in I.T.-BINUS is very great yk. Take it and don’t ever apply on SPMB. Btw Congratulation girl!

GITA

hey git,,a kind girl is predicate that i gave to you. Laf you.

OLIV

hey martin’s!pacaran terus. Btw your photo is very interesting. I wanna know what did you do with him on that photo. Fill my fs comment dong.

MARI

secret, named by yulia and thea, is very cool actually.

MATTHEW

scooter boy,nice to know your cousin,jennifer.

NARJI

This baby flying pig belong to Natasha’s. Bandar capsa.

GRANT

grant,apa kabar kaset maroon5 gw?

ARMANT

thx to your pajero. I was having a great moment with your pajero.

ZIPORA

hey pora! Love your childish act. Seger ngeliatnya. Jadi ngerasa muda lg*serasa udah tua*

ARRUM

hey rum!you rawkks girl! Love your hair. It was very COOL. kenapa dipotong rum? You looked like alicia keys,yk. Good luck for your CGOTY.

DIAN

Hey girl, my online friend. Gimana donlot harry potternya? Brapa ratus lembar?? And what about your love life??

ARLYND

Oh goshh.arlynd.my bitch. thx buat nomernya PANDU. Tp gw belom sempet sms dia nih. i’m glad to hear what you told me about the darkest side of jendral2 itu. Good luck for your love life girl.

NAOMI

beautiful naomi, a wild cat.

BENA

bitte bena, forget bena, fun bena, death bena.. Your display name on msn are very eye-catching.

CHANDRA

Hey thea’s!gimana sisir lo udah beli baru belom? Love our vacation in anyer.

STEVEN

Chandra’s! Loh?! One of pasukan berponi miring. Tell me what did you do to get schollarship in FK-PH. It was really cool,yk.

MUTIARA

Hey tiara,my mistique friend . Thx for your comments. I love your blog. Leave me some comments on my blog home. Ok?

FANY

Omaigot fan..remember about sagil’s surprise?it’s long night.

ITON

Hey ton, whatever jason says you are, that’s what you aren’t*or maybe jason’s right??* More barteran tugas, more, more, and more..

HAKIKI

hakiki*manggilnya harus kya arya. Dengan penekanan di huruf i* It’s nice to have a same class with you. Thx GOD, you always sell risoles everyday. Dan itu sangatlah berarti buat orang2 yg jarang sarapan. You help us so much girl.

i’m really happy if you found your name above. And if i forget to mention your name, i am so sorry..bener2 ga ada maksud buat ngelupain. Wait for the next post. Love you guys..

Regards,

atalya

GW = ADMIRER

Ada banyak orang *lebih dari 1 orang* yang sekarang lagi gw kagumin.. Bukan artists or musician or orang2 yang muluk2 *like einsten, hitler and so on.knapa gw bilang muluk2?!karna they all too far to reach* Orang2 yg gw kagumin smua nyata. Ada di khdupan gw shari2. They are just an ordinary people *in my eyes* but they have SOMETHING yang bisa selalu bikin gw teriak WOW. Ini nih List nya.. hehehehe.. *rajin*

1. Ms. N.C.
Maaf yaaaa ga bisa ngasih tau nama lengkapnya. Soalnya it’s very sensitive. hahaha. Ms. NC ga kenal gw, but i know her from my friends and from her friendster profile. hehehe.. Ms. NC ini satu sekolah sama gw. Di sekolah Ms. NC terlihat biasa aja. But when i flew out her profile on friendster, she looks COOL *in my eyes* and DAMN awesome. I love her photoshoots, i love her way to describe herself, i love her style. I just LOVE it.. And i always waitin for her new pic and also visit her profile or blog. And you know, she’s smart actually, she’s good in english and so on and so on. Tapi yaaaa, yg namanya manusia pasti ada kekurangannya. Gw denger2 banyak juga yang ga suka sama Ms. NC. It’s all because her attitudes atau apalah itu. Terus katanya Ms. NC itu seorang cunpe, udah jebol dsb dsb. I really don’t mind about all the people said about her. Soalnya gw juga ga kenal sama Ms. NC gituuu.. And I admire her just because her work. She created something yg bisa bkn gw teriak WOW. anything. Eventhough she creates a porn photo. hehehe.,. It’s very COOL, KEREN (her style, her…… errrrrr whatever) *in my eyes [only]*

2. Mr. E
hahahah.. lagi2 gw ga bisa nulis nama lengkapnya. soalnya Mr. E sering visit blog gw. Mr. E is really good on music. very GOOD. He can play some music instruments. His taste of music is really good and different from the most of people. But he can’t sing in a RIGHT tone *sangat disayangkan*. He’s good on sport. very GOOD. and  I LOVE IT. Badannya ‘jadi’, lengannya ada urat2 tipis seksi gitu yang nandain kalo Mr. E is a hard worker *dunno what kind of work*, then his eyes ohhhhhh…. When he stare at me tatapannya very very very ‘mematikan’. hahahaha.. But it’s true. Many girls like him. but he doesn’t have any girlfriends in highschool *setau gw*, then he’s good on communicate with everyone. Wawasannya luas,amat sangat luas. He knows about EVERYTHING that exist in the world. No wonder yaa kalo lagaknya Mr. E kya org sotoy gt. hehe.. And then he’s very good on financial tapi Mr. E amat sangatlah LOW PROFILE dan sederhana. hahaha.. oh GOD, i imagine if he knows all my value on him. Pasti tu orang bakal gede rasa. And you know, beyond all the things that i told you, i have a crush on him. Itulah yang selalu bikin gw teriak WOW. hahaha.. Nice to know him.

3. Theta
Theta itu temen SMP gw pas di 75. Sekarang dia anak 78. Dulu sih i don’t really know her. Sekarang juga. Tapi waktu itu gw pernah buka profile friendsternya theta and i found her blog. Hehe.. I love read all blog that belong to everyone. And i love theta’s blog. She is very good on writing and also good on ENGLISH. very good. She is also good on taking picture, and she is a good girl. hahaha… *hey theta!! Mudah2an lo baca postingan gw yg ini. I just want to tell you, gw pembaca setia blog lo lohhhh. hahaha…*

4. My nokia 3100 and my sony ericsson K610i
Hp emang bukan orang. Tp gw selalu kagum sama handphone2 gw yang walopun ga keren2 bgt but i never underestimate my cells. Apalah hidup tanpa handphone. hahahaha… Nokia 3100 gw itu hp kedua gw after 3310. Umurnya udah 4 tahun. Dan sekarang masih tetep kepake. Walaupun sekarang dipakenya cuma buat kartu 3 gw, but i really love IT. 3100 = Simple, kecil, keypadnya enak, dibawa2 jg enak dan tahan banting. Udah berjuta2 kali jatoh dari kantong rok sekolah, atas meja,bangku, sampe2 atas lemari tapi sampe sekarang belom pernah ada kerusakan2 yg berarti yang sampe di bawa ke tukang servis gt. Malahan hp gw yang baru gw beli bulan juli kemaren *my sony ericsson k610i* suka error gitu.. Hahaha…

Kalo yg k610i sih udah COOL. Fitur lengkap dan MURAH. haha.. Dger lagu bs, foto2 bs, internet bs, dan yg paling penting sih bs buat sms sm nelpon. Hehehe..

I just love both of you guys.hehe..

Lucky you if you found your name above. Want to be one of them?

sun greets me…

I’m just thankful to be here and alive. I’m thankful to be able to live to see another blog entry of mine posted. I’m thankful just because i don’t know what i want to write..

Nama gw ATALYA ANGGRAINI. Atalya means’keagungan Tuhan’ and anggraini is just another javanese name. Everyone have a nick for me. Di rumah gw dipanggil Anggi, tapi bokap gw punya panggilan kesayangan buat gw, ‘TONG‘. Why?? Errr i don’t know for sure. He named it. Di sekolah semua manggil gw atal. Kadang ada yang maggil ATALYA. Tp si niken sk manggil gw ENDUTH. In fact, gw ga gendut2 bgt ko. Beneran deh. Pas sd gw di panggil macem2. Ada yang manggil Anggi, atal, ata, atalya, atau LYA. I noticed that LYA is a weird nick for me..

hahaha… topik gw ga penting banget yaaa.. I haven’t done anything worth lately… so what we’re gonna talk about??? I guess i’ll just talk about everything that came up. ohhhhhhhh this is gonna be another plain full of nothingness.

Let me fill you people on a secret. My name is Atalya Anggraini, and my password was "linkinpark". Yeah, I know it was stupid. Tapi itulah gw… Bodoh banget. Kemaren temen sekelas gw, si jason taibabi, itu minta bantuin bikinin makalah kimia. And i was just giving him a help!!!!!! I had received a mail from a friend of mine, yulia, its content is about that chemie paper. And I was just giving him a HELP. I don’t have any time to open my mail and forward it to jason. So I was just giving him a HELP. I gave him my email address and of course my PASSWORD. Semuanya baik2 aja sampe keesokan harinya, HE TOLD EVERYONE ABOUT MY PASSWORD. oh GOD… It’s screwed real BAD.This is the shit man. argghhhhhhh you have got to be fucking kidding me jas… I was just feel STUPID!!!!!!! huh, what a FVCK boy… Gw lagi dalam proses mengganti password nihh.. Sebenernya males banget kalo harus ngebeda2in password account2 gw. Huh… I noticed that I BELIEVED IN WRONG PERSON.

 

Sekarang udah bulan November aja… Padahal baru kemaren rasanya gw kebanjiran,ngungsi,natalan,liburan. Rasanya baru kemaren gw masuk sma 6. hehehe lebay.. I think it’s funny now that I remember how my first day in sma. 6 was going on. I don’t know anyone. Yang gw tau, gw atal dari smp. 75, masuk sma.6 karna ga di terima di 70. Yang gw tau gw masuk kelas X.1 dan duduk sama Putu Ayu. Yang gw tau gw masuk 6 dan bokap gw ga suka gw masuk 6. Yang gw tau dulu gw sempet ga percaya dengan quote "MASA SMA, MASA YANG PALING INDAH". Kayaknya that quote didn’t work on my first year in senior high school. Yang gw tau gw dulu sempet bingung kenapa ada golongan2 di sma.6. Yang gw tau gw dulu pernah jadi simpatis trupala and i was out just because its ‘DIDAS‘. Padahal yang gw tau juga, dari smp gw udah cita2 banget buat jadi anggota pecinta alam pas sma. Tapi ternyata ga kewujud tuh.. I just giving up. hahaha.. Sekarang gw udah kelas XII ipa yang taun depan mau UAN, SPMB, and other exams. Akhir dr kebingungan gw tentang golongan di 6 adalah gor@ngel. Gw masuk gor@ngel and it’s just for my identity. I’m just to be honest. hehe.. Then, now i know everyone. I had an AMAZING class in 11th grade, and i have the BEST friends.. And this quote, "MASA SMA, MASA YANG PALING INDAH", finally it work on my high school life. ga tau apa aja yang gw lakuin selama 2tahun ini sampe2 gw bisa ngedapetin that BEST damn things. :)))))

oh man i can’t change my password.. ohhh why on earth does this happen to me?? The connection of internet is fucked me up.. oh GOD.. hehehe… Lebay. Tapi serius deh, gw HARUS ganti password.

I totally hate growing up. You’re just forced to take in a lot at such a short time. Well, it’s there; I just have to take it anyway unless I want to just lie down and die—which I don’t plan on doing anytime soon. I hate study. Very hate. like HATE. But as I see it, it’s no longer about STUDY.. as student we have to study, study, and STUDY… huhuhu.. I’m sure I’m not just wasting my time on this. Maybe the fates are whispering into my ear and urging me to go on and i will be a success person in the future. And i want to have a conversation like this in future:

someone : Hey, hebat lo bisa jadi orang sukses!

gw : Iya dong ini semua karna gw rajin belajar pas es em a.

hahahaha..taibabi.

Akhirnya kemaren malem, kemarennya lagi gw berhasil nyelesein karya gw buat sayembara conello di gadis. hahaha… hasilnya lumayan. dibantuin juga sama si ria *hey ry, nama lo gw tulis nih!!!* Kata temen2 gw it was not bad. Terus kemaren gw langsung kirim, mudah2an udah nyampe di kantor gadis dan langsung jadi kandidat juara pertama sayembara itu. Soalnya lumayan nih hadiah buat juara pertama. Dapet mac-book menn… Kapan lagi mac-book gratisan. hehehe…

Sabtu kemaren gw foto buat KTP. akhirnya.. Gw ke kantor kecamatan yg TERNYATA ga jauh2 amat dr rmh gw. Di sana TERNYATA gw cuma foto doang. Bener2 cuma foto. Dateng, duduk, foto, selesai. Cuma gitu doang. Buset, gw kira bakal ngisi data2 dsb dsb. TERNYATA.. Kurang menantang bgt cuy. terus Sabtu depan udah bisa diambil. and i getting to used it as my identitiy card. No student card anymore. hahaha… gaya.

Thank you for wasting your precious time just to read this piece of junk. see ya guys later.

this one is entirely problems of me..

I’ve been passing this same way to school. Same way. Everyday for as long as i can remember. Since i started this month,november, i just getting crazy. Crazy about many activities that i must do! School,course and so on and so on..

Today as usual,i have a course in BTA 8.When i entered the class, i read some sentences on white board

" H-145 UAN, H-231 SPMB, H-131 USM. APA YANG TELAH ANDA LAKUKAN? "
the deepest of my heart, i answered that question. I AM DOING NOTHING. like NOTHING. huh.what should i do? Study? Ohhh i’m getting to used it as the thing that i don’t want to do again. Remember, EVERYDAY i pass the same way to school. It means, EVERYDAY i study in school or bta. WTF? But it just……it just nothing.

Gw lagi ribet bgt bgt bgt nih ngurusin reuni. Gw mau bikin reuni sd, info nya udah di sebar tempatnya,jamnya,sgala macemnya. Tapi gw masih ga sreg sama tempatnya. Gw milih tempat di pim. Sebenernya gw lbh pgn kalo ga di mall. Pengennya nyewa tempat, ngadainnya formal,keurus, trus mesen catering sndiri. Tapi gw bingung tempatnya dimana, bayarnya gimana. Jadi gw pilih yg praktis lah. I choose pronto for its place. Gw takutnya banyak yg ga dateng nih. Secara ya, pim lumayan jauh dr ciledug, mahal, dan yg ada ank2 malah makin males ke sana. Trus gw jg takut ntar pas udah di sana, tempatnya kurang lah,ada yg ga dapet tempat atau gmn2nya gw takut…kenapa harus gw yg ngatur…huh..

By the way,

Buat alumni sd budi luhur angkatan 2002

you’re invited to…
"REUNI ALUMNI SD.BUDI LUHUR ANGKATAN 2002"

-Saturday,november 24th 2007-
-at PRONTO mall pondok indah-
-on 3 p.m.-
-fee: Rp 50000-

*Bayar ke ANGGITA di sma Budi Luhur
*atau bayar ke ATAL di sma.6
*bisa juga kumpulin ke 1 org di msg2 sekolah terus kasih ke anggit atau atal
*paling lambat hr rabu 21november 2007
*yang bayar lewat dr tgl segitu,bayarnya pas hr H aja.

DATENG YAAA! ajak temen2 lo yg lain jg.
Sebarluaskan ke alumni sd.Budi Luhur angkatan 2002 yg laen.
THX A LOT

CP :
*Anggit-sma.Budi luhur: 08998799291
*atal-sma.6: 08568327178

Hey…i got my second sallary. Kemaren gw repro gathering, i got sallary, i got goodie bag, and i got new friends. Hahaha.. Terimakasih provoke.

Gw lg mau ikutan kuis lg nih.kuis conello. Di suruh bkn diary gt. Isinya nyeritain perjuangan kita pas ngejar gebetan. Jadi gw nyeritain perjuangan gw pas ngedeketin pandu. Ceritanya udah di tulis. Tinggal di hias2 aja ni.. knp gw selalu ga pnya waktu sisa buat ngerjain hal2 semacem ini.. Gw pengen bgt ikutan. Soalnya juara pertamanya dpt mac book. Hehe..but i’m not sure that i’ll be the first winner. Just wish me luck..

I try to be someone else in front of my errr i called it ‘gebetan’. I try to understand him well. I try to be secure and sensitiv about all the things about him. But why don’t he did the same thing? I’m just not happy with my position, someone who loves him,but he loves me,not?!?!

Gw bodoh! Udah ngerusak prinsip gw. PRINSIP. dan prinsip gw itu sebenernya sederhana bgt. But i broke it just because errr…rasa penasaran gw, rasa pgn coba2 gw.. Padahal i had to promise myself that i don’t ever want to do that thing. BUT I HAD TO BROKE IT. what a stupid!!

huff… I haven’t written anything here for a while, the heck!

by the way, school is completely sucks. PARAH.. Now i’m in my last year in high school. And it’s COMPLETELY SUCKS. Many assignments, many WEIRD education SYSTEMS, many many many SUCKS things.. Gw sekarang tiap hari belajar. Entah pas lagi sekolah, BTA, apa BBG. TApi bukannya malah tambah rajin. Gw jadi malah tambah males. Soalnya gw jadi ga ngehargain pelajaran gara2 keseringan belajar. Kan kalo kita jarang2 belajar, kita jadi bisa lebih menghargai pelajaran. Ya ga siiihhh?? Study is like hell, but it’s just natural. So much for releasing long, tired breaths…

heuhhhh… kemaren temen gw, sarah, ulang taun. She’s seventeen now. Happy birthday my beybihhhh… hehehe.. She got many surprises from us. Coba baca postingan gw yang kemaren2. Kalo ga salah gw pernah nyeritain tentang kenny yang mau ngasih surprise ulang taun. Nah, itu surprise dibuatin buat sarah.It’s pure KENNY’S PROJECT. Pretty cool.  Pas pulang sekolah kemaren, sagil dengan sengaja diajak ke kfc di ayam bulungan. Di situ udah ada temen2 gw, include kenny of course. Rame dehhh.. dan bodohnya sarah, dia ga curiga sama sekali pas anak2 pada senyum2 pas dia masuk kfc. Sampe udah masuk ke dalem kfc pun dia ga ngeliat bday cake yang segede gaban di meja. Kita kan ngumpul di pojokan kfc. Mungkin karena keramean, jadi si sagil ga ngeliat kalii yaaa.. Terus sampe sagil mesen makanan pun dia masih belom sadar kalo ternyata ada SURPRISE buat dia. Pas gw ajak ke pojokan kfc pun dia juga biasa2 aja. Dia pikir "ah palingan biasa,paling di ceng2in sama kenny lagi".Nah pas udah nyampe pojokan baru deh……. SADAR. Dodol lo gil! Gampang banget ngerjain lo!!! hahaha… Yaaaa seperti acara2 ulang taun biasanya.. ada nyanyi2nya, ada potong kue, tiup lilin, make a wish. nah ada yang ga biasa nih. Pas udah terakhir2, si kenny nembak sagil. Hahahahahaha…. setelah berpikir lama dan panjang… tenyata di tolak. Kasian abis si kenny. hahaha… Sekarang soundtracknya di hp dia "MY SACRIFICE-CREED". hahaha.. Tenang aja ken, suatu harga pasti bisa berubah ko’. Kata sagil lohhh yaaaa….

Selese di kfc, si sagil pulang terus BTA. gw,thea, niken ke pelangi nyari kado. 2jam muter2 yang disertai rasa pegel, capek, kesel2 akhirnya kita nemu beberapa barang menarik. Kita selese nyari kado jam setengah7. Pas mau beli cake nya, ternyata ada toko tas. sagil kan lagi pengen tas, tadinya kita mau ngasih tas, cuma ga ketemu2. Eh pas detik2 terakhir kayak gini baru nemu tas punggung lucu banget. Parah. Nyeselnya gila2an. Terus kita dari plangi ke rumah Fany dulu baru deh ke rumah sagil. setelah nelpon rumah sagil dan kerja sama sama ‘orang dalem’ akhirnya kita masuk ke kamar and sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song again.. hehehehe…. pretty cool of course…

hmmmm…. seneng deh ngeliat perjuangan kenny buat ngedeketin seorang sarah… hahahaha….

by the way,

Before I close my eyes when I go to sleep, I still can’t avoid thinking that
there’s still something missing in my life. It’s something that I’ve always
strived hard for, and yet I haven’t really gotten yet… I think you’re already
guessing it… I need somebody to love. Udah hampir setahun gw ngejomblo. Ntar pas bulan maret jadi genap setahun deh tuh… For me, having somebody to love is more than all of the riches in the world
combined. To have someone worth dying for is so much of an inspiration to live
for each day.I’d give up all the time I will ever have just to glance
at that future somebody of mine for even just one second… Sedihhh dehhhh gebetan gw no response dari dia.. I’m pretty much getting used to the loneliness that could have, once upon a
time, been the death of me. God really has a funny way of working things out, I
guess what they say is true: God has reasons that even reason cannot
explain.

i am doing good on everything.

I am doing good on my math test. Eventhough my chairmate didn’t come in this test.

I am doing good on my sport test. Eventhough it was very hard to do kayang or sikap lilin.

And i am doing good on my opportunities..

Hahaha..why my opportunity?soalnya kemaren kan gw ikut kuis di prambors pas acara riot. Pertama gw ikutan quis yg dpt cd ny straightout. Tp ga dapet menn.. Terus ada kuis lg dapetin tiketnya THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER. Terus gw ikutan kan,ternyata gw MENANG menn. Parah. Padahal gw iseng dan ga terlalu ngarep bgt. Soalny udah hopeless gara2 ga menang cd nya straightout hahahaha… Memang kalo sabar,bakal dpt yg lebih baik..hahaha..gatau deh gw mesti seneng apa gmn. Masalahnya gw ga bgtu suka (ga suka deng) sama musik2 yg macam hardcore bgtu. Tp gw jg penasaran mau ngeliat konser2 metal bgtu.. Tp kalo misalkan ga ada temen buat ke sana,kyanya tiketnya bakal gw jual aja..

Nanti siang gw mau remed fisika sama biologi. Hahaha..parah nih. Gw byk bgt remed. Byk yg blom tuntas. Kpn sii gw lulus sma. Capek sekolah mulu. Cape belajar. Cape belajar fisika. Cape man.. Oh man… This is the shit. This is the bitch of living. I think i’m just gonna….mourn. Mourn on how bad the things are..